发自内心深处的声音

 April 14^th, 15^th or 16^th, I can’t remember which the date is! All I know is, it has been the 7^th month! Please don’t get me wrong! I am not referring to the Lunar Calendar 7^th month. What I meant by the 7^th month is . . . Its has been my 7^th month in RWAA. Yes, it has been 7 months and I enjoyed my days at RWAA tremendously!

I got a few calls from friends and they had been calling on to check if our office is hiring. I told them yes, however, we are looking for As. I apologise to them that I had disappointed them with such an answer. Nevertheless, I told them that if we have an opening for designers we would rope them in, however, subjected to the approval of our boss.

RW taught us a lot of things. And I must say I really had my respect to RW. I regard him as my mentor and he is a fatherly figure whom always gives me real good advice! And as for JJ, she is just like a big sister to me, always look after everyone in the office, she is the jester in our office! WG, AG, TWT, FA and AY they are always there to provide me the right guidance and they always constantly remind me to be professional in my dealings in terms of work and must not follow what others are doing. I appreciate their advice! And these advices are just what I need! After-all I am still young in this office and needs to be baby sit, just like what RW told me! However, boss said he would really like to see me grow up day by day! I can’t describe to you how I felt at that moment! At least down in me, I know boss cares for everyone in this office!

And yes! It has been almost 7^th months, since Jenny and I got to know each other! Now I remember this date very noticeably without failure! It’s April 28! Please don’t tease me! This is a significant date for me, as Jenny is someone really special! She has this ‘special power’ to tame me! She can really subdue me and she knows it if I am into any mischief! We had hardly met up for the past 2 months! She’s busy with her work, while I am engross with my work as well.

She had tried her very best to try to spend her weekend with me, however, she was always call back to work on weekends. Jenny got so pissed at one point that, she would throw temper to me almost every time. I can understand it; I wouldn’t blame her for it! Dear called me yesterday and said she had time today! I can’t express myself when I hear that! You can imagine how happy I am! At least Jenny gets to rest on weekends! She deserves her weekends! She had told me or rather should I say, she pour out her sorrow and grudges in her work! She told me she had to force herself to bury herself in her work, in-order to stop those miseries and try not to think of me! I confess to her as well and told her that I did the same thing as well! I got to capture those expressions on train! You got to see it for yourself! I must say these are the minor spices of love that keep our relationship going! Over and above, I am surprise, and she is surprise as well! I used to have a very foul temper! I would really raise my voice and most of the time I would end up quarrel with my ex-girlfriends. On the contrary, this does not happen to this relationship! Jenny was utterly shocked at my temper. She was shocked that I could hold my temper and would just simply laugh it off or smile at anything that pisses me off or sometimes, she would scold me for some wrong doings, I would just keep my cool!

I believe that this is very crucial to any relationships. Not just relationship that concerns love, it related to our work and many others. Imagine, if you have 2 people who are both heated head! Imagine the blast that could be created when such sparks ignite. So, my suggestion to all is to make sure 1 party remains cool and composed under such circumstances.

I guess that’s enough right? Please allow me to retreat to a quiet spot of my own to remember my very first time in 2 months, my romantic time with Jenny…the moment we had on our train journey!